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AViewSoRare
02:17
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did you feel that?
did you see that?
the stars fall upon our earth
the sky is falling down
our race will die out
but as long as i die with you
nothing matters now
hold my hand and watch the stars collapse
i've never been so close to the sun
just hold my hand and watch the stars collapse
we fade away
radiate and glow
you're swimming through the snow
you walk across the water
you glide and soar
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jump high, learn to fly with me
swim low, not so
hard to breathe
with you, i can
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3. |
BodyUnderTheHouse
03:49
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rotate rotate rotate, just change yourself again
no friends, no hope, no life
what did you do with the knife?
discard your feelings like his body
thrown away as if he's nothing
the photos take themselves off the wall
so now
there's nothing left for you
and you're hoping it's true
this place has never helped, it's rotting away, and dying out
peel the wallpaper off like PVA glue dried to your skin
destroying this place feels so good, but patience is wearing thin
just want to run, run past the hills
go further than you ever will
find yourself a place so low
a place where you can start to grow
and i hope
i even pray
you're doing alright
you're feeling ok
i sing these sad sad songs in my head while i sleep
in my shallow grave
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thunderstorms inside my head
inside my head, there's nothing left
so pack your bags and break his heart
please be quiet while we reverse the car
driving on 3 hours sleep
the road lights singing songs to me
made a decision in the worst of moods
now we gotta play this out, we can't undo
drive on drive on
resist the thought of going home
my best friend is the window
my hands are cold, my lips are numb
i say i love you, i can't feel my tongue
walking slowly in the snow
is this exactly what you said we want?
don't tell dad that we're not at home
we left the house before he would know
that's the last time i get hurt you say
but i'm not sure if we escaped
there ain't nothing left here
and we ain't never coming back
and i fucking hate this fucking house
while you hate your fucking self
you made us all disappear
this is the worst pain you've felt
left you without any note
we left you sleeping alone
how does it feel to be left alone, with a hole inside your heart?
do you wish you could take it all back and go again from the start?
i hope the emptiness leaves you without a reason to live
enjoying the rest of your life with a bottle attached to your lips
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5. |
I'll Speak To You Later
04:20
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i'm holding onto your words like helium balloons in the waiting room
linoleum floors and flowers for loners
it's quarter past 9 and i'm still in a coma
vibrant colours washed outta my cheeks
the dream is real but nobody sleeps
they"re all running towards the light
i'm staying here, i'll survive the night
talk to clouds, i'll drain the ocean
and if you hold onto my hand, the sky might stay open
just swim through air and meet your maker
just you alone, climb up the stairs, i'll speak to you later
take my eyes, shell them out
i walk into walls when you're not around
sun filters through the windows and i can see shadows running on the ground
damp and condensation in my nose
i smell the scent of outside
and i'm wondering why
i'm not feeling alive
but i'm sure i will, once you wake me up inside
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i can't sleep.
04:31
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forgot to close the door again
letting all the ghosts and moths in
no need to get defensive
this isn't part of your directive
ask the next place for directions
we could get out and adventure
we could talk about what haunts us
we could walk until we're both exhausted
searching for nothing
killing time is something
as long as you're waiting
i'll be waiting there with you
i can't breathe
i can't breathe
i can't sleep
are you awake next to me?
cliffhanger every time
sleeping isn't what i had in mind
warm the sheets up for me, please
don't put your thoughts to rest, just tell me
come closer girl, show me all your pain
look past both my eyes and disappear into my brain
what's it like in there?
can you see my thoughts?
you can read me like a book if you want
i can't sleep
no i can't
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7. |
FYFH
03:40
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8. |
Eyes Roll Back
02:45
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i'm confused like i always was
i'm as lost as i always was
nothing changes and nothing's done
it's my bad but i don't want none
none of this bullshit that's spinning, and taking it's toll on my friends like we knew it would
cough up the reason and make up excuses like we always knew you would
i witnessed water change to sand
the ocean flows straight through my hands
the sky is darkening again
my eyes roll back, struck by god's hand
you're finally falling from grace, nothing is safe
i don't feel safe
i can't protect you or myself from pain
pain that destroys you and all that is sane
don't pull up with a reason to play, this ain't a game
i'm so fucking sick of your shitty charade
can't you just take off the mask and take off the fake
wash off the bullshit that covers your face
i know you're hiding, i don't understand why you want to seem left out of place, lost in the race, leaving no trace
making up lies just for fun and for games
i don't want to play
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Don'tWakeUp xx
02:23
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i'm sweating in the sun
my head is aching while we run
let the heat sear into your skin
we're running for the dark, the night time isn't far
the stars melt me away
so get into bed
and please settle in
for the long sleep
baby
so get into bed
and just rest your head
one last time
don't wake up
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i gave myself too long to change
i gave it all up in a day
given the chance again, i'd probably do the same
because i don't put much faith into anything
walking down the walls of my brain
the clutter and mess i need to arrange
but i'm just fine begging for a change
without putting any effort into my day
then you came along
then you changed it all
and i love you so much, yeah
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CS verse:
golden child, raised by the morning frost
was never found, was never lost
golden child
stand like the mountains and sleep the sea
stand on the edge
learn how to breathe
salvage the fruit, hand out the loot
nothing to you, it's all for them
you know it hurts, hurts in their head
just like it once did to you back then
but you forgot about it all
mind turned to stone
the gold took it's toll
look at you know
shining like stars
gold like the sun
you've betrayed everyone
golden child
going so fast
100 miles
almost there
heart so wild
golden child
nothing there
you're my love
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ＣＨＲＯＮＩＣ⛧ＳＨＮＸＭＡＮ Wellington, New Zealand
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